Some of you, like me, may be wondering what on Earth has been going on in the past month or two. Major planetary shifts have been occuring and it may feel like you have done a complete 180 degree turn, and at the same time you are being spun around like you are in a whirlpool..... Well, it appears that's pretty much what has been going on! I have been receiving some profound messages over the past month or so that may help us to understand and keep our faith during these turbulent times.... Although my diary is personal and I have included my own feelings and thoughts over the past couple of months, the messages contained within from the Mother and God are for all of us and I feel the need to share them with you. I invite you to open your heart to receive these messages directly - they are the language of the soul, simple Truth. Be open to receive Divine Grace - the guidance is there for us in every moment. We must open ourselves to the Divine now more than ever. Have trust and faith, it is inherent within us. May you stay strong and be open to your inner wisdom. These messages are for you. love Abhijeeta x
April 2010 ~ received from Tara Love Perry ~
The words of the Mother, she knows best. She loves us and she loves you....
‘You are to shine your light and you thought it was just me. You are in a perfect position and location to do your service to the Goddess; you are the ‘Goddess maiden hands’, here to assist with the birthing. You may well be the birthing hands of the new and many.
Do not be afraid, you are good/God enough and you are blessed with the wisdom of women and birth, even though you don’t know it yet. This is what you have been waiting for. This is your Divine purpose. You can do it. I believe in you. Simply open your heart to me and trust. Follow my guidance and I will teach you the way of humility and surrender to pro-create heaven on Earth and be a leader to men in your wake.’
I am overflowing with love & gratitude for the experiences I’ve been fortunate to have recently. I invited my beautiful friend Tara to Byron Bay, Australia (an Aboriginal birthing place), to run a week's intensive on 'Soul Reading, Energy Healing and Channelling', which took place a few weeks ago….
Five beautiful women attended, connecting with the Mother and the Father, allowing all that is out of harmony with the Divine to be seen, heard, acknowledged, released, loved and thanked. So much transformation, love and surrender to all that is. Absolute love, beauty and light in every moment.
Some of this can be summed up by a message I received from Gaia, Devi; the Mother one evening - a message of what needs to happen next for me personally and for all to come into Divine order, so we can create heaven on Earth.
25th May 2010
'Understand all the unseen forces - your maiden’s heir, the pain of the mother, our mother, all mothers & the Goddess. It’s not your fault (the sting of the past - my babies & all womens' babies that were lost in shame). You must understand and love both male & female, in us and outside us – these are the qualities of the woman – love & understanding. There is hope and despair. From disparity comes clarity. There is no need to rub salt in the wounds. We must not punish ourselves any longer. We must forgive all actions. Let go of the past - it is of no service. Use your healing hands and be of service to me, your Mother. I will guide you, I will protect you. I am all and everything you are. Heal your pain, use your light - be an example to all. You are a channel for my work on Earth. Amen’
‘All human errs are held in my womb - see them, hear them, clear them....they are not yours to keep. Awaken my child - the fruits of your 'labours' are coming. There is no need to 'labour' anymore. You are about to be born. Don't be scared, I am holding you in my arms. Know me, surrender to ME and all is done. You are beauty, you are light, you are joy. YOU ARE DIVINE & I LOVE YOU. You are a guiding light, here to catch them when they fall. Trust in me. I am with you always, my child.'
11 June 2010
My Birth Day. A sense of completion, relief and sorrow mixed with tears. Where to go? How to manifest the dream of a community I yearn for? Fears of being alone, want to share with other souls. Not sure how to move forward, but I trust and have faith in my ability to manifest. I have faith in the guidance I receive constantly. ‘We are completing, step by step….it is already happening’. Thank you God. Thank you Gaia. I love you and I love me for having the courage to step into my Truth, even though it is scary sometimes…
12 June 2010
Restless, feelings of loneliness – sitting on the boat like no time has passed. Unsettled in myself. I want a distraction….even thinking about smoking. What is happening? Why all these emotions? ‘Because I must feel them’ I hear. Finding it difficult to let go of the old, particularly a man in my life. Want to talk, want company, but resisting taking myself ‘out there’ or asking for help. Closing down, want to sleep, wake up and feel ‘all right’ again.
Desperate to be surrounded by those who understand me. Transition challenging…transition to what? I hear 'Something new for me….peace, happiness, serenity.' Please God bring me all of that and more. Thank you. I love you.
I want to feel joy, not sadness! Yesterday so high, today another story – yes, exactly that...the mind’s stories! Feel like nothing in my life ‘fits’ anymore. What to do with that? I can’t live what isn’t True for me. Time to be the ‘authentic’ me, have the courage to act - walk and speak my Truth. Magic will follow.
13 June 2010
Animal medicine spread – Lion, Horse, Dog, Antelope and Crow…Leadership, Power, Loyalty, Action and Law.
20 June 2010
Intense pain in right sacral area…
The Mother…
‘Fire of Truth’ needs to be ‘seen’ clearly. Betrayal of man in me – shards of guilt and shame….betrayal of the father. You need to understand it’s not their fault – they know not what they do (men). Womens’ healing hands must protect the babies. The time is coming for all to ‘see’. Arise my child! You are the chosen many, guarding the secrets of the out-laws. Within & without. Wiccan wonders. Hierarchy of the Self must be eliminated.
You are to ‘hold’ & ‘feel’ the pain of the women to understand and heal. You are born with the wisdom of women – a keeper of their stories. An understander of Truth. An image in their wake. You ‘hold’ life – this is your spark of Divine light. May you hold many. Be a guardian of the light ones – they are coming. Be ready. Understand your Divine Child – she is with you. Hold Her. Carry her in your arms. Allow her to ‘be’. You are a Mother, a Mother of Souls, here to guide them through safely.
I ‘wonder’ at you, my golden child. Light your Fire and radiate on Earth! It is time for those to see your light. Own it – your power to manifest. Whatever you wish will be so. Have faith. I am with you always. Muster your faith and courage. You are part of the ‘dreaming’, a collection of souls gathering on the Earth. You must not be afraid. It is clear. You are one and many chosen for this path – a guiding light for others to follow. I welcome you home….to me, your Mother. Your crystal child is with/within me. Have no fear, all is in order. Perfection in motion. I LOVE YOU, dear one. Connect to me, surrender to me. We are one.
Water the Earth – it is in a fine balance. You must know me, feel me, ‘be’ with me, always….you are already – this is given. You are a child of God. A shining star. Be true to you. There is no separation between us (me/God/Mother).’
God…
‘I am the lover, the loved and the Beloved. I am your inspiration. I am love, I am totality. All and everything. Trust in ME – I am always here. I am ‘your kind’ creator. I understand you, as I experience you in every moment. You are my ‘felt’ experience. You exist through my wish alone. Honour YOU. You are sublime. A gift of the heavens. A start of light. Protect and nuture the ‘wonderment’ at what you are! Arise in the presence of me. My will be done as it is in heaven. Remove the veil between you and me. Allow me, and awaken you WILL! Freedom is yours – it is your birthright! Begin now. You will succeed. I am with you always. Have faith in me, my child of wonder.’ Amen
24 June 2010
God, I pray for PURITY, DEVOTION, LIGHT & KNOWLEDGE. Please help me to attain this. Thank you. I love you.
Heart centre (left side), knot behind heart – grief, grieving for the ‘old’ me. Knot of worry, worry about change. I hear the Angels whisper... ‘You can ask for help – we are here for you’. Thank you.
26 June 2010 : Full Moon / Partial Lunar Eclipse
The Mother…
‘We are to ‘eclipse’ our dark side. Right sacral twinges…are ‘seismic shifts of grand proportions! We must go into the lion’s den. It is approaching. Green pastures lie ahead. We must ride the waves of our choosing. Hold onto the breast of the Mother. She is nursing us ‘home’. Tidal waves are coming and some will not survive the ‘crash’. Rest assured there is a lifeboat.
The writing’s on the wall – awaken you MUST! There are preparations to be made – the soil must be ready. Cleanse your Self! Your spirit must be housed in a Divine Temple. All is in order – do not fear my Divine Child. The pains you feel are part of the ‘birthing’ of many. Nuture your ‘woman’. Hold your belly and in sacrifice offer your pain to me.
What is happening?
‘Blue light crystal is forming. It is the ‘awakening’. The New Earth. Be clear, for the new ones coming. There are movements beneath, cracks appearing for all to ‘see’. But through the cracks the light will penetrate. Go on, my child, fear not, go into the darkness there is light on the other side. Surrender to me, I am holding you strong. Have faith and surrender – we will catch you if you fall. Shine your ‘light’ upon the Earth. She needs you. Stall tall and be a channel for the light. I know you are scared, but trust and know that you are ready, my golden child. Do not resist the changes. You must ‘flow’ with the tide, let it carry you home to your Beloved. Radical transformation has taken place. You must honour your inner wisdom. Let that be your guide as I hold you in my arms. Those who hold on tight do not ‘allow’ them-selves the Truth.’
It feels like dying.
‘The death is of a karmic nature. The debts are cleared for all to see. Now we must rejoice in our splendour! Like the exhausted traveller, we must stop and rest. Take a deep breath and put down our baggage. So we will have the clarity to see the breadth of our vision. For now, the journey outside is over. The journey within remains. The vision of the future is clear. The Grandmother’s ‘spelled’ it, and they are very happy indeed! Remove the mask of our ignorance, the elders are showing us the way. The mask of ignorance IS lifting! Blood of our ancestors has been spilled, wars have raged to our death. The cull is not over. Death of the ego remains.
Rest now, so I can see you in all your Divine Glory. Honour the Divine Child – yes, that is YOU! The work will begin now, and continue in your rest. Rest, sweet child rest. I love you.’
Sleep. Healing. ‘Work’ done.
27 June 2010
God…
‘May you rise, shine and awaken to the Truth of who you are. A Divine Child of innocence, purity, love & light. You are beautiful, wondrous in my eyes!’
Thank you God for giving me courage, strength and perseverance on this path. I shine in the light of your Truth. Happy ‘birthing’ beautiful me! Fertile in my ideas, inspirations, I feel alive and fragrant, sensual and loveable. I can taste the nectar of life for I have realised the love of God. I have allowed him and all Divine beings to assist me. What joy and peace. Total surrender is allowing ‘YOU’. Thank you for the understanding and wisdom. I love you.
28 June 2010
God…
‘We must carry it forward – our ideas and inspiration. It is a fertile time. The seeds will bear fruit. As the seasons change, so will the timing. Use the energy of the sun and act NOW! There is no tomorrow, there never was. And there is no cause to wait. Put your dreams into action and celebrate in joy and love. In service to me, your Divine Father.’
29 June 2010
A restless mind still exists, but without the ‘shoulds’ and the ‘got tos’. Able to see it’s workings clearly.
30 June 2010
God…
'Go where the wisdom of ages is already known – to the belly of the Mother.'
10 July 2010
The Mother…
'Go where the women are. Nurture your Self. Rejoice! Sing and celebrate your woman-ness.'
11 July 2010
God…
'Love of Self is not holding on. Align to me, your Father. Adopt the ‘right’ attitude. Through love & devotion to me, you will know me. You must sing! Sing your joys to me. Sing in devotion to me. Through the experience you will come to know me, and feel me more and more. Open your heart to me. I am always listening for your heart call. In your joy you feel me.
Forget your pains – they are not real. Connect with your joy and celebrate! You are protected. A wise old man (grandfather) is with you, helping and guiding you home. Trust in me. Surrender, you will not fall. I love you.'
Feel like I need to cry, to release the pressure inside, to let go….but there is ‘denial’, I hear. Denial of what?
'You deny yourself the freedom to exist fully. You imprison your Self in your thoughts and they are not real. Leave the stories, ignore the mind’s entrapment and focus your attention on the Divine. Change! Break away from the mind’s rigid ideas – the shoulds and shouldn’ts. There is no plan. Just go! Go to where you find the highest love & the highest joy. It is in you, not outside. Stop looking outside for the solution, for it is within you and always will be in YOU, Divine Child. Precious, you are. Be the jewel, find it within and let it shine, perfect and brilliant. Radiant you are,...beautiful, you are!
Be still and quiet so you can hear your heart’s calling. Your mind gives you know indication. Only your heart speaks the Truth of your soul. All else is illusion. So, quiet the mind in meditation so your Truth can be heard. It’s always speaking. Drop your fears – they are also the mind’s creation. Smile and laugh at it’s tricks. Come into your heart – it does not lie. When you feel sad, channel your emotions to me. Move it, direct the energy to me in purity and devotion. Call to me through your song, speak to ME. I am here. The stronger you make the connection, the more real it becomes. You become an expression of me, of my pure love on Earth. This is your Divine purpose, nothing more. But you have your own flavour, your own taste, your own song. Allow your Self to express your flavour and rejoice in that. Your must find your greatest joy and express it. Share it with other souls and together you make the most beautiful music. There is no other reason other than the joy of doing so. You are the expression of love – pure, absolute love.'
But how to get out of the mind?
'Live simply, take away the trivialities of life. They have no meaning. Let every moment be in remembrance of me. Do not allow your Self to get stuck in the mud of maya, the illusory world. Rise up, purify and realise your true Self through your devotion to me. This is the easiest way, the simplest way, through the emotional heart. Again and again, bring your attention back to me. Direct your thoughts and emotions to me. Always. This is the way home. Surrender to me. Offer everything to me and know that you are light, you are love.' Amen.
Thank you for listening. OM TAT SAT
